Eyes Wide Open

Checked the clock, it is 12:52am. And I am still awake. I dunno why. There are a lot of things and ideas running through my mind. I can’t sleep.

Is it the caffeine intake?

Could be.

Been very busy with a lot of things lately that I completely abandoned my site for about a month now. I did not intend to do that. It’s just that I’ve taken so many responsibilities in the past weeks that up until now, I am not sure if I am cut out for it. But one thing is for sure, I love writing and honestly, I really like what I’m doing. I sometimes want to push myself to the limit, to the point that I could no longer breathe. (yeah, masochist here. Lol). 

I am a work-at-home mom. I chose to be one. Why? Because I got inspired by numerous wahms in the wahmderful community. Plus I was given a chance to do what I love to do while at home and get paid for it. Sounds nice, right? But honestly, it's not easy. It took me weeks to get used to the routine and I sometimes feel guilty if I need to let my daughter watch her favorite shows while I try to finish something in a rush. There are also times that I need to wait for my daughter to sleep before I can get things done. Maybe that's the reason why my sleeping pattern's all screwed up. Hehe! 

I hope not. 

Time check: 1:20am. I guess I need to sleep even if I don't feel like sleeping yet. Argh! 

But this is nice. Again, I am able to write something on my blog about my personal, random feeling, just like old times. It felt great. 

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Soon on the blog! My Blogapalooza 2015 experience, Subic Adventure, iHop, LZM and Ryu! =)